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I want to go and tell, but I'm coming to find that ________________________

it will be harder than I thought to leave what's familiar.

it will be harder on my family here than I thought.

it will be harder on my family over there than I thought....wait...will I even have a family over there?

financial issues are not so easily resolved.

I don't know what will happen to my nursing license; will it be valid overseas, will it be valid when I return, will I lose my skills needed to work in an American hospital?

health concerns are really an ongoing thing.

people I thought would understand just don't.

people I didn't think would understand won't even hear me out.

I'm not nearly as prepared as I thought I was.

I don't know if I have the strength.

I want to go and tell, but I'm coming to find that ________________________

I don't know how not to.